Missing you so much. Everyday my thoughts rest on you. I so wish you were here. So much to tell you. Even with people around me, I feel alone. I can imagine your face at the wonderful blessings. You would have been so proud of mine. Both of them. I can imagine you whooping and clapping and sharing with all your friends. I love you and nothing can replace you. Tears stream down my face at times. They are unstoppable. Sometimes I bawl out when no-one is listening. The pain is a lot, even though i know you are asleep and it is well with your soul, the gaping hole is still there. Can't imagine it going away.
This candle was first lit on the 20th of July 2024 and will burn for 99 years 5 months and 15 days.
